I should be doing back flips I suppose but I’m hella lonely and I can’t sleep. When T was gone I still had Bird so I was ok. Now that Bird is gone I’ve returned to my insomniac ways it seems.
I got home from school last night completely beat! I couldn’t even pick out my clothes for today I was so tired, so I took my shower and hit the sheets…’cept…an hour later I was STILL awake! Let me rewind and also so that when I got home I was paranoid that a burglar/rap.ist had snuck into my house and was hiding in a closet somewhere. I called Mr. K…he says “well just go check all the closets” Me: “and then what…hasten my axing?” How does looking for the criminal help me at all???
My alarm went off at 5:45am like it was supposed to, but somehow I didn’t open my eyes until 7:10am. I’m supposed to be on a bus at that time *EYES STRETCHED* In a miracle of alll miracles I was in my car within 15 minutes.
I’m a mess….literally..I look like crap this morning…geesh. My house is not a home with them gone *sigh*.
July 7, 2009 at 11:37 am |
Most of the time when I’m home alone I can’t even sleep in the bedroom. I sleep in the living room on the couch. My reasoning is that a burglar will see the tv flicker and think I’m awake and not come in. Flawed logic at best, but it helps me sleep.
July 10, 2009 at 9:27 am |
When I’m alone in the room, sometimes I stare at the wall. And in the back of mind, I hear my conscience call. Telling me a need a boy who’s as sweet as a dove…for the first time in my life, I see I need LOVE! LOL!
That’s how I feel when I’m left by myself, lol. I have another month and a half before J comes back.